Pauley's Tavern and Pool Hall

Daydreams to cope with sometimes take on lives of their own....

al·le·go·ryˈ (aləˌgôrē) noun

plural noun: allegories

   "A story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one."

   “An Allegory is a form of extended metaphor in which objects, persons and actions in a narrative, are equated with meanings that lie outside the narrative itself.

The underlining meaning has moral, social, religious or political significance of abstract ideas as charity, greed and envy.

Thus an allegory is a story with two meanings, a literal meaning and a symbolic meaning.”

   Yes, I looked it the f*ck up and with that you know what is needed to be known to understand what the Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall book series is about.

  Oh I should add that the censor is pretty much off most of the time. PG this story is not. PG13 neither. R yes; but beyond that?

Shhh....

Now some background info on the place ”The R*tards" go to play.

(Pauley’s term of endearment for his patrons that don’t act their age, especially when sh*tfaced.

Think about what "r*tarded" means, then how it's used in every day language to be an insulting description.

Just like calling a child a "b*stard", some words should be questioned as too f*cked up to use like they're whatever.

"Wh***" is another one with an edge, and yes these words among others will be questioned, but you as readers decide the fate of these words as they apply to your personal vocabularies.)

   Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall is a sort of 'speak-easy' name for The Iron Horseshoe Tavern established back in 1974 by Paul "Pauley" Kelly.

It’s called this to keep what are now known as 'hipster' invaders away, and its whereabouts only known by word of mouth.

Is it elitist?

Perhaps.

Or it is about self preservation and preventing as long as possible, their haven from being taken over by those that do not honor tradition, nor would uphold Pauley's Code of Conduct.

  New folks are welcome, as long as they can respect the School House Rules and don't complain when Lucy gets unplugged; otherwise foos are getting their a*ses expelled!

   Over the years The Tavern has become a home away from home club house for old timers and mostly blue collar roughneck man children with its latest motley generation currently in their 30’s, give or take.

Some married with children or divorced with visitation on the weekends.

They have bills to pay, money to save, jobs to not f*ck up in order to do both.

Occasionally these a*sholes may brawl and Pauley’s shotgun Grace taken out to dance, with Jukebox Lucy playing the soundtrack; but overall the place is mellow on a weekday afternoon.

   The crowd that made The Tavern its watering hole is loyal and there is a sense of kinship between the boozer drunks.

Stories this tavern has no lack of thanks to the antics of the patrons, which also include my own.

   I wrote myself in as a character using my real name because all this stemmed from a daydream I had, to keep me company while I went for long walks with detours, in my new town of residence;

Boyle Heights, California.

   Though home for me will always be my beloved

East Los Angeles, Califas

   One day I thought of a man that didn’t exist to help me move on and let go of the past, by focusing on the existing hope of the present and lessons learned.

  Perhaps it was my way to prepare myself mentally for the future because I don't have much to my name other than my imagination.

 “Mikey, Jacob, Bobby, Joe, Paul, Davey, Alex, Dennis and Lou”

   Names of made up men that are a close knit pack of pals I will never forget.

They all represent an aspect of the men I have known, both in the good and bad; but they are human, even if fictional.

They are part of the details to the symposium full of zanies.

   This story experiment at times is a sort of open love letter to men that have shown their integrity even as they also try to get things right.

These men are strong but also weak.

Happy but still stressed.

Hopeful but discouraged at times with what they feel is out of their control.

It’s a mix we all endure, but with them; I feel how unequal men still are when it comes to expressing their feelings on it all.

How do I know?

I'm a daughter of one that expressed them regardless.

   The women in this saga also are shown going through their own life roller coasters and attaining their triumphs for they too are strong and capable.

It’s just with them, the way their stories are told is different.

How different?

The goal is to show we could use a little bit of understanding from the fellas.

With their stories, I hope to tell men that not all of us are their enemies or psychos, that more often than not, there was an issue with communicating and emotions go on edge.

We can be worthy of trusting and also respecting.

I hope to tell, we can have our bad days too, even if our hairstyles look nice; and we don't always know what the f*ck we're doing either.

We do know we could be wrong also.

No really.

Women are capable of knowing they can be wrong. Getting us to admit it, now that's something else.

*cough*

I want to show the men I was able to reach through to, women can be their friends as well, and shoulder part of the old burdens that say a man must bare these alone.

Even as women, we can relate and be more than arm candy hood ornaments, "Honey can you bring me a beer?".

  But this is to reassure the males that are willing to read, they'll have a place in what is usually considered female terrain.

  Yes this is a quirky soap opera Spanglish novela, for a subculture of those that bought in to what a friend called:

"The Rockabilly Retirement Plan for Punks, Skins and Goths".

And what was surprising, the guys did get in to it as much as the gals. I mean, how can I write an open love letter to men, if I don't include what matters to and interests them?

  From the serious like Erectile Dysfunction or even the car not starting and being already late for work.

To the "Are you f*cking serious!?!" and the latter said in two manners.

One with enthusiastic glee like they scored, and the other in BOHICA despair.

Espeakin' of which....

This is a bedtime story dedicated most of all to Our Troops and 'Docs' green side or civilian; for I do know the power of a reality break, if not reading oneself asleep.

And this because I want to "Play It Forward" and yes I do mean play.

  The man I would spend countless silent moments, wondering about his happiness and safety; he was the life lesson I needed to get me out of a bad place; even as I felt helpless knowing which bad place he was headed back to.

This Army Coptor Doctor ridding one of Anansi's spiderweb threads, tied to the foot of a Dragonfly Dustoff back in Stan; reminded me why being able to control your focus, makes dealing with difficult things, easier to cope with.

The chaos will still be there, it's how you allow it to affect you, that makes a very important difference.

You either learn how to hold on and fight or you don't. That "don't" had been my concern for him.

There was a reason his story began to stand out to me.

"Yet for me that also came from the desert, compassion I also knew how to show...."

  Eyes like his and lack of smile, you don't forget.

He had the face of many that aren't returning all that well; but his face comforted me when it would look silly; but haunted when it was a stoic with unintended, resigned grace.

  So this allegory that aims to be a cult classic, does have its soul, as that odd daydream of mine, found a life of its own.

And it became a Shoretale Fable of Therapy in Motion and thinking up the answers that become the solutions.

It's all just rhyming for the reasons, that carry us through the seasons of change.

Suggestion: Look up Grandiose, Ostentatious, Pretentious, Narcissistic, Delusional, Self Absorbed Motor Mouth, but most of all Ironic Catharsis. Thank you.

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Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Lagrimas Y Sangre"

"These are the sentences I pop off with that I authorize being known for saying for I am to blame for saying them in the first place. You can quote me on that!" ~L.G. Flores

 

So I say a lot of things, communicating is my thing. Not everything I say I want remembered. It's those doozies that packed a wallop, or showed the teacher I learned my lessons.

  These words strung together, I'd like to be remembered for saying them, if at least by my kids, and their kids', kids. If it helps bridge for a connection through the generations, I'd like to put my two cents in change, that leaves behind two more for my eyes when it comes time for me to die.

  I don't know how or when I will, but what I say now that for them will be "back then..." I can make the effort to be wise, and think ahead. I can think up a squille nut zipper stash to leave behind before I'm dead.

For you my kiddos, thank you for your time in reading, and you're welcome if anything I said was helpful. Now Play It Forward. *smiles*

"All my past can do is help me now." ~2013

(It was part of the personal break down to "Let Go and Let God". I have been finalizing my past, letting go of the upset and moving on from EVERYTHING that doesn't do anything for me anymore. I feel that sums up my acceptance that I can look back to learn, but my focus should be on progress. I'm done with feeling hurt by old news that good news should trump, for how blessed I have been otherwise. The past is not at fault for what my stubbornness is to blame. I was stuck, now I'm not. This was the thought that confirmed I'm getting over "it" all.)

"If I wanted convenience, I would have never been born." ~2002

(I first thought this around the time of my 1st mental breakdown. I was really depressed and contemplated my mortality often, to where it just seemed like a constant, looming, overbearing sadness that was killing me slowly anyway. I would spend all my shift at work, in silent contemplation, giving myself pep talks where I debate what I feel and reason against myself what I must, to hold on just a little while longer.

It was true.

  If my spirit wasn't determined to be alive, it wouldn't have made itself known at the moment of my conception. I knew long before I could think that life was going to be hard and dangerous, but still worth exploring for the sake of the experience and adventure. These words helped ground me. I'd like to pass them down over if it can help distract someone long enough to think their way out of their temporary dilemma. That's what it really all is, if you want it to be. Think about it.)

 

02-01-2014 7:06:50

Social Distortion “When She Begins”

Wednesday January 2013

"Often I have wondered where I’m supposed to be when I finally grow up. I found out I couldn’t exactly choose when, it’s an epiphany sort of thing or perhaps a bitch slap. Yes I am still asking even if I was supposed to be past this phase in life, but it’s okay; I have the rest of my life to figure who the fuck I am."

(What?)

 

02-01-2014 7:31:22

Comment posted by:GINA-N-TONIC
Posted on: Wed Apr 3 2013 11:21:13

"Question #1: What do I hope would happen?

Question #2: What do I want to happen?

Question #3: What do I fear would happen?

Question #4: What can be the compromise?

Question #5: What is most realistic?

Question #6: Why haven't I freaked out yet?"

(This question formula has come in handy a few times.)

 

"Am I okay? I'm okay. Okay." ~2011

(Las Encinas February 2011 -- I was sharing a tip on how to calm yourself down. Young gal, like 19yrs old, was in a very tense state. I got her to play a little being it was her birthday. The tension returned and I recall her being sent to a different lock down unit. I recall hearing her screams and the fight she put up against the orderlies. I don't know why she was so tense, but it made her snap. I hope she's gotten past this, and has no reason to return back to the Loonie Bin. But if she must, may she get the help she needs to balance back to okay.)

"Whachale, you're an art student. You're one step closer to becoming Hitler." ~2013

(It's true. Sometimes in pursuit of expression, we may become little asshole dictators thinking we know the "right" way to look at things, and the rest of the world needs enlightenment. It becomes the birth of a counter dogma, and that just ain't right y'all.)

"I didn't fall in love; I fell off my ass in love." ~2005

(It's true, There were those flukes that struck me stooopid!!!)

"I recall I was willing to be his knight in a beat up armor, from having my mettle tested by his defenses." ~2013

(From "Words not told to say what is the start to a new 5 yr plan"  I was quietly reasoning with myself, and ended up pointing out how much I was willing to take on in my formally blind adoration. It spoke of a poetic role reversal, that I imagine is not an idea many men would take too kindly to. In any case like I said, formally blind adoration.)

"I don't have to be the best, just as long as I am memorable." ~2003

(My take on my intimate performances initially, then on a job well done in general. *smiles*)
 

 

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Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Sangre y Lagrimas"