Pauley's Tavern and Pool Hall

Daydreams to cope with sometimes take on lives of their own....

al·le·go·ryˈ (aləˌgôrē) noun

plural noun: allegories

   "A story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one."

   “An Allegory is a form of extended metaphor in which objects, persons and actions in a narrative, are equated with meanings that lie outside the narrative itself.

The underlining meaning has moral, social, religious or political significance of abstract ideas as charity, greed and envy.

Thus an allegory is a story with two meanings, a literal meaning and a symbolic meaning.”

   Yes, I looked it the f*ck up and with that you know what is needed to be known to understand what the Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall book series is about.

  Oh I should add that the censor is pretty much off most of the time. PG this story is not. PG13 neither. R yes; but beyond that?

Shhh....

Now some background info on the place ”The R*tards" go to play.

(Pauley’s term of endearment for his patrons that don’t act their age, especially when sh*tfaced.

Think about what "r*tarded" means, then how it's used in every day language to be an insulting description.

Just like calling a child a "b*stard", some words should be questioned as too f*cked up to use like they're whatever.

"Wh***" is another one with an edge, and yes these words among others will be questioned, but you as readers decide the fate of these words as they apply to your personal vocabularies.)

   Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall is a sort of 'speak-easy' name for The Iron Horseshoe Tavern established back in 1974 by Paul "Pauley" Kelly.

It’s called this to keep what are now known as 'hipster' invaders away, and its whereabouts only known by word of mouth.

Is it elitist?

Perhaps.

Or it is about self preservation and preventing as long as possible, their haven from being taken over by those that do not honor tradition, nor would uphold Pauley's Code of Conduct.

  New folks are welcome, as long as they can respect the School House Rules and don't complain when Lucy gets unplugged; otherwise foos are getting their a*ses expelled!

   Over the years The Tavern has become a home away from home club house for old timers and mostly blue collar roughneck man children with its latest motley generation currently in their 30’s, give or take.

Some married with children or divorced with visitation on the weekends.

They have bills to pay, money to save, jobs to not f*ck up in order to do both.

Occasionally these a*sholes may brawl and Pauley’s shotgun Grace taken out to dance, with Jukebox Lucy playing the soundtrack; but overall the place is mellow on a weekday afternoon.

   The crowd that made The Tavern its watering hole is loyal and there is a sense of kinship between the boozer drunks.

Stories this tavern has no lack of thanks to the antics of the patrons, which also include my own.

   I wrote myself in as a character using my real name because all this stemmed from a daydream I had, to keep me company while I went for long walks with detours, in my new town of residence;

Boyle Heights, California.

   Though home for me will always be my beloved

East Los Angeles, Califas

   One day I thought of a man that didn’t exist to help me move on and let go of the past, by focusing on the existing hope of the present and lessons learned.

  Perhaps it was my way to prepare myself mentally for the future because I don't have much to my name other than my imagination.

 “Mikey, Jacob, Bobby, Joe, Paul, Davey, Alex, Dennis and Lou”

   Names of made up men that are a close knit pack of pals I will never forget.

They all represent an aspect of the men I have known, both in the good and bad; but they are human, even if fictional.

They are part of the details to the symposium full of zanies.

   This story experiment at times is a sort of open love letter to men that have shown their integrity even as they also try to get things right.

These men are strong but also weak.

Happy but still stressed.

Hopeful but discouraged at times with what they feel is out of their control.

It’s a mix we all endure, but with them; I feel how unequal men still are when it comes to expressing their feelings on it all.

How do I know?

I'm a daughter of one that expressed them regardless.

   The women in this saga also are shown going through their own life roller coasters and attaining their triumphs for they too are strong and capable.

It’s just with them, the way their stories are told is different.

How different?

The goal is to show we could use a little bit of understanding from the fellas.

With their stories, I hope to tell men that not all of us are their enemies or psychos, that more often than not, there was an issue with communicating and emotions go on edge.

We can be worthy of trusting and also respecting.

I hope to tell, we can have our bad days too, even if our hairstyles look nice; and we don't always know what the f*ck we're doing either.

We do know we could be wrong also.

No really.

Women are capable of knowing they can be wrong. Getting us to admit it, now that's something else.

*cough*

I want to show the men I was able to reach through to, women can be their friends as well, and shoulder part of the old burdens that say a man must bare these alone.

Even as women, we can relate and be more than arm candy hood ornaments, "Honey can you bring me a beer?".

  But this is to reassure the males that are willing to read, they'll have a place in what is usually considered female terrain.

  Yes this is a quirky soap opera Spanglish novela, for a subculture of those that bought in to what a friend called:

"The Rockabilly Retirement Plan for Punks, Skins and Goths".

And what was surprising, the guys did get in to it as much as the gals. I mean, how can I write an open love letter to men, if I don't include what matters to and interests them?

  From the serious like Erectile Dysfunction or even the car not starting and being already late for work.

To the "Are you f*cking serious!?!" and the latter said in two manners.

One with enthusiastic glee like they scored, and the other in BOHICA despair.

Espeakin' of which....

This is a bedtime story dedicated most of all to Our Troops and 'Docs' green side or civilian; for I do know the power of a reality break, if not reading oneself asleep.

And this because I want to "Play It Forward" and yes I do mean play.

  The man I would spend countless silent moments, wondering about his happiness and safety; he was the life lesson I needed to get me out of a bad place; even as I felt helpless knowing which bad place he was headed back to.

This Army Coptor Doctor ridding one of Anansi's spiderweb threads, tied to the foot of a Dragonfly Dustoff back in Stan; reminded me why being able to control your focus, makes dealing with difficult things, easier to cope with.

The chaos will still be there, it's how you allow it to affect you, that makes a very important difference.

You either learn how to hold on and fight or you don't. That "don't" had been my concern for him.

There was a reason his story began to stand out to me.

"Yet for me that also came from the desert, compassion I also knew how to show...."

  Eyes like his and lack of smile, you don't forget.

He had the face of many that aren't returning all that well; but his face comforted me when it would look silly; but haunted when it was a stoic with unintended, resigned grace.

  So this allegory that aims to be a cult classic, does have its soul, as that odd daydream of mine, found a life of its own.

And it became a Shoretale Fable of Therapy in Motion and thinking up the answers that become the solutions.

It's all just rhyming for the reasons, that carry us through the seasons of change.

Suggestion: Look up Grandiose, Ostentatious, Pretentious, Narcissistic, Delusional, Self Absorbed Motor Mouth, but most of all Ironic Catharsis. Thank you.

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Copyright ©2017 Rev. Mother L. G. Flores. All Rights Reserved.

Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Lagrimas Y Sangre"

Standby....

Part I

Dedicated To

"Wrench Alfalfa/Wrench Alpha"

It doesn't always have to hurt and when it does, it's perception and determination to tell your pain it can't hurt you anymore

~Cass~

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"Sorry man, he was toast. Even with the Cav. we couldn't stop him."

"I know. It's just, I've been with him all his life. Transition is always the hardest. Oh they're about to find him."

*pounding on door*

"Hey, what's up?"

"You helping his sister's Guardian Angel?"

"Yeah. The rest on call are ready to brace. I wanted to check out how bad it looked before breaking in. Man, groddy. At least he aimed in the right spot."

"Yeah, folks don't really consider angles when using a fire arm not directed at the brain just so."

"Oh yeah, they miss and still have consciousness and have to feel pain while they bleed out if they don't choke first."

"You gonna make her faint and block it out or does she have to ride it out?"

"I don't think we can make her see one second and block it out."

"Sorry dude."

"Eh, it's how it goes. Now it's gonna be her turn being in distress. She's got a long life ahead of her, she'll make peace, but life and dreaming is going to suck for a while. Hey, my condolences on the loss of your case."

"Thank you. Likewise."

"Thank you. Okay everyone ready? Wait. Is your guy's Spirit aware yet?"

"Nope, still in a suicide stupor. But that should end just about...."

"Showtime!"

"NO! NONONONO! NO! OH MY G...GOD! OH MY GOD!!! THIS ISN'T HAPPENING!!! GOD HE'S NOT DEAD!!! GOD HE CAN'T BE....

*primal scream....passes out*

"Cool, we sedated her."

"How long you think you can keep her unconscious?"

"There's a few of us here that can keep her down while clean up shows up."

"Anyone else in the house?"

"Not yet but 911 was called by a few neighbors that heard the gun blast."

"That gives us a few minutes to try to wake him."

"Oh, he didn't get the Enforcers, lucky him."

"Yeah, he didn't become a douche with his PTSD. He genuinely felt remorse and conflicted. And did look for help with military psych."

*communal sigh*

"I hear the sirens."

"HEY SEBASTIAN WAKE UP!!!"

*holding hands circle....wings spread to cover....energy concentration...startled reaction*

"Whats going on!?! Who are you!?! And...and Becky? BECKY!!!"

"She can't hear you dude."

"Why can't she? *sees remains and red* Is that me?"

"It was you. You're dead now and we got to check you in for processing."

"Excuse me. What?"

"You're a suicide, a military one at that. You getting in needs a different process than if you died naturally, by accident, were murdered or through an act of selflessness."

"Am I going to Hell?"

"You've already been there. But now you got to step back and watch the ripple effect killing yourself caused."

"Will Becky be okay?"

"Why do you care? You killed yourself. Hers or anyone else's feelings didn't occur to you when you pulled the trigger on yourself. You were desperate. You were done and you let go of faith in things getting better."

"I didn't want others to suffer but they didn't understand I wasn't going to be okay! That nothing was working! That I tried and tried to find answers but all I got was more confused! It was way too f*cking much! It wasn't right! It wasn't f*cking fair! I wanted to be happy again! I wasn't happy anymore!"

"I know, I'm your Guardian Angel. These other Angels came to back me up; more than the last time you almost overdosed."

"Why didn't you guard me? Why was I sent off to fight in a bullsh*t war!?! Why did my friends have to die!?! Why did we have to kill!?!"

"You'll get your answers your Post Life Review but upfront, you got to purge the trauma off your soul. Madness you will spend time in but know it's to dismantle all that imprisoned you. When you are ready, The Ghostriders will come back for you. Focus that though in life you couldn't heal, in death you will but it's a process. You won't be abandoned, you need to heal and when your recovery is complete, you'll be able to contact your loved ones to let them know you crossed over and watch over them."

"It's gonna get crowded in here soon. She still out?"

"Yeah."

"We're on standby."

"Thanks. Sebastian the room is going to get crowded and you're going to be seeing a lot of Angels and who they guard cleaning up your mess."

*looks over at his lifeless body....looks over at his baby sister covered by Angels huddled around her*

"Who's first on scene?"

*looks out window*

"Looks like PD."

*walk in to room*

"Oh dear mercy."

*EMS*

"Ambulance is here."

*Medics climb up stairs and figure quick which room has drama in it*

"Hey, see you at the wake and burial. She's passed out good. She'll come to downstairs."

"See ya!"

*her Angels stick close but leave room for the Angels of the first responders*

"Anyone called the coroner yet?"

"Yeah. You think he'll haunt the place?"

"Haunting or not, this house is going up for sale."

"Hey Joe, kid was military."

"Aw man were the odds stacked against him."

"Sebastian, from here your corpse will be transported with as much of the spattered brain matter with skull fragments and scalp; to the cooler. It's just your husk, the mortuary will do a good job and you'll have an open casket. So don't sweat that."

"Okay. What the cop said about haunting and the house being sold. Is that common?"

"Yes. But your suicide was shown mercy. You just got to go through the process of healing your soul and then you pick an assignment."

"I don't get to rest in peace?"

"You'll experience a sense of serenity once the trauma has been purged but you owe it to the balance to find purpose. You'll eventually get your special cause, but as a healed suicide, you'll be helping clear out Hell of forgiven suicides from trauma or chronic depression desperation."

"How?"

"It will be explained when you reach that milestone. Now you're not going to see me while your soul is purged of the trauma. I haven't abandoned you or Heaven, its that this part requires a different guidance system."

"When will I see you again?"

"At your Mental Health Recovery Hearing. By then you wouldn't remember me. But we will meet again and part ways officially and I get my new assignment."

"Earlier you said Ghostriders?"

"Yes. They aren't just the reapers in battles. Under their Division, they also do Search and Rescue as an experienced team of Angels and Horse Spirit Totems, that will cross you over through 'The Storm that never ends, but Rainbows are born from'."

"What do you mean by experienced?"

"Crossing over a soul in recovery can be tough because The Storm is a gauntlet of sorts where it's best to sedate you so you remain calm. Some sleep through it all with no problems, so don't get scared."

"What else should I know before you go?"

"I've always loved you as does God. But though you weren't meant to reach old age, there is a rhyme and reason that makes sense of the Great Intention. It's time to leave. You'll get to go to your wake and funeral. If you see other spirits you don't recognize at your wake, they're your ancestors that haven't reincarnated yet.

  However at your burial, expect to see spirits that got a permit to attend your funeral as fellow warriors, some may surprise you how far back their uniforms go. You'll also see Angels and other Deities. Thing is you'll also see ghosts attached to the cemetery."

"Is it a bad thing?"

"You stick close to me. You can smile, but you're not meant to talk in your state."

"Why?"

"It could confuse you and recovery become even more complicated."

"They couldn't get in?"

"Heaven and Hell have their strays that representation is working on crossing them over to Heaven, or taking them to Hell to serve their time."

"Is that my sister screaming?"

"Yes."

*tries to walk out open door but he can't*

"Why can't I walk through?"

"That's what the police officer meant by ghost. This room is traumatized, it will spread to the house with your family having to return and live in it until it drives your sister mad and your parents almost divorce. Ripple effect."

"So if I got shown mercy, it was so I wouldn't be stuck in this room?"

"Exactly. Eventually you would pass through solid masses, except water."

"Why not water?"

"You'll find out when you slide down the Rainbow. But back to haunting this property, you would need to attach to your family to follow them out, or you are bound to the land that has a perimeter. Where you would really loose it is trying to communicate and instead you frighten and your emotions are amplified. There are different grades of ghosts. If you were able to make things move and you lost your temper, it's been known to cause houses to burn down."

"Really?"

"Yeah. We got to get you out of here before your blood soaks in further into the floor and walls."

"Don't forget the ceiling!"

*all look up and do a communal....*

"Eeeew!"

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"Still amazes me how much damage a bullet fired at point blank can do. So messy. A special clean up crew has to come in to remove the blood since it is a bio-hazard. And your neighbor will patch up the hole in the wall since your dad won't be able to."

"You said open casket?"

"Yeah. Morticians have really gotten amazing with reconstruction and blending. But heads up, they're gonna put too much blush on your cheeks."

"What?"

"He thought it would make you look more lifelike asleep and resting."

"Will anyone laugh?"

"Eventually in comic relief, but most will be too torn up about you getting dead by your own hand."

"Yeah, your mom will try to climb in the casket with you, and then collapse. And your father will also break down during your eulogy."

"I've never known my father to cry."

"I know. Your sister gets checked in to the psych ward the day after your funeral."

"Y'know what makes me wonder is why not change it up with the whole 'dogs of war' reference at military funerals?"

"You know it's sticking to the classics."

"It's not putting more thought in remembering a member of a unit."

"I have noticed that too. So my former Battalion CO will speak at my funeral?"

"You were still active duty under his leadership and you were stationed close enough by your hometown. He comes off immune to it, but he does feel the senseless loss and will drink himself passed out in his arm chair when he returns home. He may have not known you very well, but he was your commander and he now has to add your death to the unit's death toll. There's going to be more incoming."

"Who?"

"Friends of yours that also gave up. One will kill his ex-wife before taking himself out."

"What?"

"You act surprised? It's not as rare as folks think war PTSD related murder/suicide is. Those suicides are not forgiven."

"I can see why they wouldn't be but I thought after I pulled the trigger, that was it."

"You were too blind to see how much Heaven was around you. You couldn't see the signs to keep the faith."

"I seen more demons than any Angel."

"They were agents from the dark place where it is freezing cold."

"What?"

"They were manifested malignant energy that were playing mind tricks on you and feeding off it. You have a good heart, but you were haunted. That negative energy attached itself to you."

"Sebastian, not too many warrior cultures exist that do cleansing rituals to help deal with prior to battle and after. Debriefing isn't the same as asking the Creator and Holy Spirit to release your shame and allow for wisdom earned to shape you as an elder, not just someone that outranks or isn't a cherry."

"Hold my hand. We're defying the laws of time."

"Why?"

"Because we can. Whatever sadness and bitterness leave it behind with your husk marinated all through it."

"What?"

"You hunted food, and went to farms. Did you forget about what you were taught about how to kill what you'll eat that bleeds?"

"You could taste fear and it affects the flavor of the meat."

"Your body chemistry wasn't backed up by a better medical team, coping skills, resources and supplies. The information is being passed down to those committed to stop the suicides and fix the VA."

*sees his body has been covered by a sheet.... blood pooled and the sheet was sopping it up*

"I don't want to be in this room anymore."

"We're here so you don't have to. Hey thanks for the backup you guys. See y'all upstairs."

"Catch you on the flip. Later dude."

"Later. Alright Sebastian, hold my hand."

*holds his Guardian Angel's hand*

"Where are we?"

"The morgue."

"I don't like how it feels in here."

"Why do you think it takes a certain breed to handle remains?"

"What's the purpose of being here?"

"Your husk is about to be transported to the funeral home. Remember open casket. Don't psych out seeing the dead you pulled out of the filing cabinet."

"I'm pale and my lips are purple."

"Yup, and knocking you on the forehead would feel rock hard!"

"Hey what's happening? Why am I being pulled with my body wheeled out?"

"Hold my hand and that will keep you anchored to my energy. Ready to see the embalming process? It's gross and fascinating at the same time."

"Do I have to see that?"

"Yeah. You get to see them fix your cranium where the exit wound was, fake hair will blend it in. The entry wound under your chin will also be blended in. The mortician cleaning and dolling you up is really good.

*on the slab*

"Ew."

"Be thankful that he is immune to the death of others. Otherwise who would make sure you're presentable before getting planted so you can start pushing up daisies?"

"Is that why he's playing the Ramones "Pet Cemetery"?"

"It's not a bad jam. Slightly twisted in this case, but this is part of the process to get you in. You ready for your wake?"

"Well, since I don't have a choice."

*on display*

"Whoa! Who are all these people?"

"Loved ones. Friends of the family, your hometown friends, your unit brothers and sisters, some alive, some dead. And ancestors. The dead ones can see you and will smile with sympathy. The kid with a heightened 6th sense will stare at you like he's doing right now. He's little, don't approach or talk to him. He's still adjusting to being born sensitive."

"Can he see others that are dead here or you?"

"No. Just you and Our Lady of Guadalupe."

"Who?"

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"The woman sitting in the front row wearing an emerald green blouse with dark, long straight hair. The little boy thinks she's alive."

"But I wasn't much of a Catholic."

"Neither is she."

"What?"

"She's Tonantzin. You're a Latino with indigenous blood tying you to this land that was Mexican before the war for more American real estate. She's known by many names but you were not just part of 'El Burrito', you were part of her 'Children of The Corn'."

"A Saint is seriously at my wake?"

"Goddess, actually and very much so the Queen of Angels. She heard the pleas. She and Chuy overruled The Old Law to show your soul mercy, but with therapy. You'll get to talk with her in a bit. She will give you an Abuelita's Blessing."

"You're right, that kid is staring at me. What's going to happen to him?"

"Like many children born sensitive, he will go through fine tuning what his subconscious can handle and survive psychic attacks. He will go through a period of self alienation and self harm, but when he reaches his breaking point, just like puberty, he'll be activated and guided towards the answers of his questions. And then from there with Divine Guidance, he will go with the flow and gravitate with the like.

  He will become a philosopher besides theologian. And eventually balance his life with a strong spirituality that created a healer and medium. Like many children that will get activated, St. Gabriel the Archangel will whisper in to their ears to challenge all the yahoos claiming to be prophets that ignored the part of no war and murder, or rape and slavery.

  'From The Mouth of Babes' they are the modern prophets to listen to in their innocence of not needing to convert explanations out of excuses. But too many adults ignore the prophets in their children and instead corrupt them with their mentalities that can be part of a cult's folly."

"Wait, it didn't stop with the last instruction book that has so much blood on it like the previous ones?"

"Oh several times over has there been prophets, but they didn't have the same PR. And the Messiah showed up plenty of times since predictions/prophesies were made."

"So the prophets to challenge the evil of 'The Crusades Continued', were ignored and I soiled my hands regardless when orders were for war to end."

"And Lupita understands that, as does Chuy."

"Who is Chuy?"

"Jesus. You fall under his jurisdiction, but other Deities are helping with your recovery also. Heaven is cross faith, however it's taking time to catch up humanity with the way The Children shaped a revolution to create a Peace within all the realms and breeds of the Kingdoms."

"What?"

"The Old Man became a Grampa! He lightened up and also looks different depending where you are."

"On Earth?"

"Beyond that."

"There's life elsewhere?"

"Yes and veils besides portals."

"We're outside now."

"We are at your funeral in a County cemetery. You were exempt from being laid to rest in a Catholic one."

"And folks wondered why I gave up on the Church."

"The Forces of many tales of creation do co-exist, and are the same energies under different guises. The Old Catholic Church got exposed but folks are willing to forgive it for it's part in creating chaos; if it is willing to amend certain things, as it has been; just not fast enough. There's the American Catholic Church that is still asking the Pope to affect more change.

  In the meantime, there is a movement to find the mediators. The diplomats within the creeds and schools of philosophy. The students of faith and oaths taken to help the cause of ending war, murder, rape, slavery, torture, apathy, evil. They are the rogues that risk much to listen to a higher calling and take a leap of faith to listen to a frequency that some established spiritual leaders have lost the channel, and are tuned in to something else."

"Are you saying Jesus Christ is more than one name for the same energy as known in different places around the world?"

"Yes. Many related with his energy as Jesus that believe it or not, he was an Anarchist philosopher in his own way, for his time. He's humble you know."

"Really?"

"Yeah, got over the whole 'Lord' thing and he is not pleased with the fiasco of blue bloods that ordered many to their deaths and over some extremely insane, drunk with power whims and tantrums. Corruption from power trips are a no-no.

  Like this you might remember from "Las Mañanitas": 'El Rey David' mentioned had a thing for a married woman, and her husband conveniently left her a widow after he ordered him to go on a suicide mission, so he can take her as his own wife. That part gets downplayed."

"Sounds like just more lame soap opera drama to me. So Jesus isn't my Lord?"

"Nope. He rather be your representative and friend. He is very committed to his role as Just Judge. And he and St. Michael the Archangel work well together to get the job done, but humanity needs to do more to save itself from itself."

"Revelations, what's that about?"

"Scare tactics that created doomsday thinking and purple Kool-Aid."

"Then what's Armageddon?"

"Humanity destroying itself where there is no last man standing or other creature, to evolve to take its place. Heaven takes the influx as does Hades sorting out. If the planet doesn't get broken up, it would take trillions of years before vegetation covers the planet again and eco-systems return. But evolution that produces innovation would be prevented. Planet Earth would become a sanctuary to treat more like a memorial, knowing it's not worth it to add humans to the mix again."

*taps in echo....carefully folded flag....crying*

"I feel numb."

"It's common to."

"My friends are sad."

"Also common."

"What's next?"

"We take you to Post-Mortem Intake."

"What should I expect?"

"You know the term 'breaking down the walls'?"

"Yes."

"You'll get to breakdown the mental prison that the demons helped you build. The demons were cast out, but you do have to meet them and have your reckoning. When you've been purged of the residual negativity that are your own doubts, you will go to the Grey Zone."

"What's that?"

"Where you say goodbye to your old life. When you do, Ghostriders will look for you there during two time windows; Sunrise and Sunset. Once they located you and the rest on the roster, they will take you through The Storm that never ends, but Rainbows are born from."

"Rainbows?"

"Science of Miracles. You'll learn more about it when you cross over. You'll learn a lot about life and the world. Interact with others from different cultures. And when you travel through the Universe, you may understand why knowledge was a gift to not abuse."

"Oh. Excuse me. What if my suicide wasn't forgiven?"

"You could have become a ghost or.... You don't have to worry about it. Time to go get you cleansed."

*walks through corridor to a waiting room with others sitting next to their Guardian Angels."

"Where are we?"

"We're at a different end of The Train Station. You'll be riding the Subway and after you're good to go back home, you'll catch the Train on the Sunny Platform where it's warmer."

"Earlier you said Hell is cold? How if all I've heard was Hellfire?"

"Did you forget how cold burns just as much as hot can? It's tougher to stay warm than it is cool, if you remember from your deployments where you spent Christmas in the Sandboxes."

"So I'll be cold?"

"A little. It's because you're headed to the Underworld, but in a section where purging takes place. You were shown mercy. You'll get cold weather gear."

"What?"

"You're dead but not fully 'dead' to where certain sensations have not gone away in your awareness. So that whole part of 'I feel no pain. I am free.' wasn't going to be the case. Your friend that will commit a murder/suicide with his ex-wife and traumatize his orphaned children for life, he won't get cold weather gear."

"What will he get?"

"Torture of cold, hunger, exhaustion, and remaining under attack before the mercy of Oblivion."

"Why not prevent their deaths?"

"When given their life assignments, there was a predetermined birth and death day. It happening how it will, he'll just snap over their children that he gave reason to not be granted unsupervised visitation. He hid a sinister side that will be set off over being told he's not safe to be around his kids while he heals his temper. He will blame the mother of his children for all his problems. Kill her for satisfaction and then kill himself so he wouldn't have to face human law. Instead he will pay under Karmic Debt that requires Enforcers."

"Enforcers?"

"The black shadows and mists. They are a breed of Angel that work in Hades."

"They aren't demons?"

"They are a breed of Angel that work in Hades."

"Are they the fallen Angels?"

"No. These Enforcers are a special breed of Angel that carry out sentencing but also bounty hunt to pay what remains of the Karmic Debt . They will manifest in ways that are terrifying. You seen the film 'Ghost' with Patrick Swayze, you 'member?"

"Vaguely."

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"In that film, real life accounts of outer body experiences post flat lining have described them for paranormal study. Few get to see them out of uniform. Very elite and for good reason."

"You said Ghostriders are battle reapers; but when I'm ready will come back for me to take me to some rainbow. How are they different from Enforcers?"

"Some Ghostriders are retired Enforcers. Enforcers are the ones that track first with Hell Hounds. And the dismembered soul pieces they bring in for sentencing. At times it leads to the Grinder before Oblivion.

  Your battle reapers are Ghostriders that have a large intake to bring in and see if you can imagine this: All around the chaos and injury, the reaping they do is while mounted on horses or in chariots, depends on which unit is sent. So many mass killings around the world keep them busy. The virtuous the Ghostriders help cross over too.

  When it comes for pickup, not just delivery, this breed of Angel has the clearance to enter the three key realms from Heaven, your plane and Hades also known as the Underworld with a section of it being the prison of Hell. They will meet you at the veil when you're ready to see color away from the Grey Zone. Think the movie 'Wizard of Oz' with Technicolor."

"I'll see Munchkins?"

*chuckles*

"Cherubs not Munchkins! But when your name is placed on the roster, they will have two windows to find and cross you over every day. Sunrise and Sunset."

"Why at those times?"

"The Science of Light. Colors paint the sky to where your soul would be able to notice through the veil when you reach the awareness you killed yourself, had to forgive life and then yourself. Your inner light will serve as a beacon they will trace it back to you. Then they load you on to the wagon."

"And from there I'm taken to Heaven?"

"Not all the way that way."

"Huh?"

"Pegasus's Legacies will take you to the keystone of the Rainbow, where your Ghostriders will then carry you down the slide."

"Then I'm in Heaven?"

"No. If you died in a way not suicide, you wouldn't have to go through so much, and already be there. The Ghostriders that carry you over as a soul in recovery, they will take you to your Mental Health Recovery Hearing. I will be there as your lead Advocate. And since you were Baptized Catholic, Jesus Christ is The Just Judge with jurisdiction over you. So you'll meet him.

  St. Michael the Archangel will be there as your Patron being you were military. Actually all Seven Luckies will be there, your Abuelita Tonantzin and other Deities too! And other military suicides that completed recovery will attend for moral support. Some of their uniforms will surprise you."

"Why?"

"Warrior suicide goes far back. That common thread connects you."

"Whoa."

"Yeah, Afterlife is a trip. You ready to board the Subway?"

"I got more questions!"

"That's why we are here waiting."

"What?"

"To calm some of your nerves. What else you want to know?"

"Cold weather gear?"

"Your Great Grandfather advocated your time in the Freezer to be with the WWII and Korean War Vets that went Angel."

"Huh?"

"Would you rather recover as a Revolutionary War case? Their cold was really cold. Did you know infantry would put on the extra layers of the last guy on post while the rest huddled for warmth inside, and those layers weren't that thick to begin with? Imagine for the guy outside that didn't have the cold weather gear of your day or that of the Grunts of the WWII and Korean War theaters, even."

"So these Angels formally human WWII and Korean War Vets, why are they in Hades and not Heaven?"

"There's rotation and vacation. They are there along with other Wars represented, to get you through breaking down the wall you built to trap you in more than to keep others out. Then dismantle what brought you down. Look for the white arm bands and helmets with Red Crosses. They work under St Raphael the Archangel, since all things Medical fall under his watch. Those Grunt Docs will take care of you. They are very well trained in dealing with the stress of others.

  You will feel their compassion while your old mind's eye goes blind and controlled madness sets in to wrestle it out with what are the demons that fed off you, because you didn't touch up by getting re-blessed to keep them too weak to penetrate that defense as your Psychic Shield."

"You saying Docs became guidance counselors for suicides like me?"

"Pretty much. Especially considering they were also military suicides themselves."

"What?"

"It's part of finding your purpose."

"Where do Chaplains play in all this?"

"The worthy ones get accepted for Wing Corps and they get their assignments. The ones not cut out for Afterlife Spiritual Social Work, find other causes to help as Spirits. You'd be surprise how many that were known as Chaps went Heaven Grunt; some even Ghostrider."

"Wait. Heaven's Army is real?"

"Yes. And after your recovery and time to rest, you'll be asked to not just help with fellow military suicides, but defend Heaven from retaliation attacks."

"Heaven gets attacked?"

"The 3rd Jihad boosted numbers for the side that wants everything to suffer and be destroyed in the name of a Deity that faced trial just like the Christian version. The bad apples ruined it so now it's rebound on both their parts like other Deities that humans made reflect their errors rather than be way above that."

"Excuse me?"
 

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"Killing in the name of 'God' is not rewarded. Just like with the Christian take contradicted itself, Islam got exposed as crooked too because of followers that are giving present day a glimpse of what it was like when The Crusades began."

"Wait. You're telling me Hell has it's own Army wanting to take Heaven out?"

"Hell is punishment. It's so horrible that it wants to not exist. But in order for it to end, so does Heaven. The purpose of the Great Intention was to have an enlightened caretaker of the planet that treats everyone well. Doesn't cheat, steal, lie, rape, enslave and kill. However Free Will went both ways. The evil that humanity does fuels Hell's vengeance. Hades had to be protected from Hell so it has Guardians down there too."

"I thought they were the same."

"Nope. One processes all the dead and assigns which way the dead go and looks different to those going up and down. The other is a Prison realm. Oblivion takes place for ultimate death of the soul. To make room for the influx from the Islamic State sending in their 'martyrs'. Mass Oblivion took place. Even the souls of children too corrupted to heal away the instilled grudge, were sent to Oblivion without going through the Grinder, at least."

"What's that?"

"You don't have to worry about it. But just so you know, A LOT of Christians, and other schools of theology followers, got that ultimate death sentence as well, for being total douches on Earth. Now it's time to board your train.

  Remember, you won't be there forever. Just long enough to cleanse your soul of the trauma. You will catch your ride with the Ghostriders and experience a sight when the Rainbow Bridge brings you over. I love you Sebastian. I'll see you at your Mental Health Recovery Plan Hearing."

"I'm not ready to go."

"The gun blast through your skull would argue that. Trust in death there was a plan created to help as many suicides from depression and trauma desperation. Not all will qualify but St. Gabriel the Archangel is activating prophets to help with the ultimate of all wars."

"Which is?"

"The Peace Keeper's War. If that war is lost, so will your breed's hope for survival, as it will be the same for the others on your planet; and it would be heartbreaking for the survivors."

"Who would they be?"

"Some Deities and Angels."

"Oh my God."

"Everyone that enters Heaven either protects or is protected. Don't worry about which one you'll be until ready to answer honestly."

"How long will this take?"

"Concept of time is funnie. You'll forget before you'll remember. Here's your train fare. *hands him two pennies of the year he was born and died* May peace find you. Take care Sebastian."

"Wait!"

"Train 5150 Headed To Hades Is Now Boarding."

"That's your train Sebastian, hold on to your coins. See you on the other side! God be with you."

(To be continued....)

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