Pauley's Tavern and Pool Hall

Daydreams to cope with sometimes take on lives of their own....

al·le·go·ryˈ (aləˌgôrē) noun

plural noun: allegories

   "A story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one."

   “An Allegory is a form of extended metaphor in which objects, persons and actions in a narrative, are equated with meanings that lie outside the narrative itself.

The underlining meaning has moral, social, religious or political significance of abstract ideas as charity, greed and envy.

Thus an allegory is a story with two meanings, a literal meaning and a symbolic meaning.”

   Yes, I looked it the f*ck up and with that you know what is needed to be known to understand what the Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall book series is about.

  Oh I should add that the censor is pretty much off most of the time. PG this story is not. PG13 neither. R yes; but beyond that?

Shhh....

Now some background info on the place ”The R*tards" go to play.

(Pauley’s term of endearment for his patrons that don’t act their age, especially when sh*tfaced.

Think about what "r*tarded" means, then how it's used in every day language to be an insulting description.

Just like calling a child a "b*stard", some words should be questioned as too f*cked up to use like they're whatever.

"Wh***" is another one with an edge, and yes these words among others will be questioned, but you as readers decide the fate of these words as they apply to your personal vocabularies.)

   Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall is a sort of 'speak-easy' name for The Iron Horseshoe Tavern established back in 1974 by Paul "Pauley" Kelly.

It’s called this to keep what are now known as 'hipster' invaders away, and its whereabouts only known by word of mouth.

Is it elitist?

Perhaps.

Or it is about self preservation and preventing as long as possible, their haven from being taken over by those that do not honor tradition, nor would uphold Pauley's Code of Conduct.

  New folks are welcome, as long as they can respect the School House Rules and don't complain when Lucy gets unplugged; otherwise foos are getting their a*ses expelled!

   Over the years The Tavern has become a home away from home club house for old timers and mostly blue collar roughneck man children with its latest motley generation currently in their 30’s, give or take.

Some married with children or divorced with visitation on the weekends.

They have bills to pay, money to save, jobs to not f*ck up in order to do both.

Occasionally these a*sholes may brawl and Pauley’s shotgun Grace taken out to dance, with Jukebox Lucy playing the soundtrack; but overall the place is mellow on a weekday afternoon.

   The crowd that made The Tavern its watering hole is loyal and there is a sense of kinship between the boozer drunks.

Stories this tavern has no lack of thanks to the antics of the patrons, which also include my own.

   I wrote myself in as a character using my real name because all this stemmed from a daydream I had, to keep me company while I went for long walks with detours, in my new town of residence;

Boyle Heights, California.

   Though home for me will always be my beloved

East Los Angeles, Califas

   One day I thought of a man that didn’t exist to help me move on and let go of the past, by focusing on the existing hope of the present and lessons learned.

  Perhaps it was my way to prepare myself mentally for the future because I don't have much to my name other than my imagination.

 “Mikey, Jacob, Bobby, Joe, Paul, Davey, Alex, Dennis and Lou”

   Names of made up men that are a close knit pack of pals I will never forget.

They all represent an aspect of the men I have known, both in the good and bad; but they are human, even if fictional.

They are part of the details to the symposium full of zanies.

   This story experiment at times is a sort of open love letter to men that have shown their integrity even as they also try to get things right.

These men are strong but also weak.

Happy but still stressed.

Hopeful but discouraged at times with what they feel is out of their control.

It’s a mix we all endure, but with them; I feel how unequal men still are when it comes to expressing their feelings on it all.

How do I know?

I'm a daughter of one that expressed them regardless.

   The women in this saga also are shown going through their own life roller coasters and attaining their triumphs for they too are strong and capable.

It’s just with them, the way their stories are told is different.

How different?

The goal is to show we could use a little bit of understanding from the fellas.

With their stories, I hope to tell men that not all of us are their enemies or psychos, that more often than not, there was an issue with communicating and emotions go on edge.

We can be worthy of trusting and also respecting.

I hope to tell, we can have our bad days too, even if our hairstyles look nice; and we don't always know what the f*ck we're doing either.

We do know we could be wrong also.

No really.

Women are capable of knowing they can be wrong. Getting us to admit it, now that's something else.

*cough*

I want to show the men I was able to reach through to, women can be their friends as well, and shoulder part of the old burdens that say a man must bare these alone.

Even as women, we can relate and be more than arm candy hood ornaments, "Honey can you bring me a beer?".

  But this is to reassure the males that are willing to read, they'll have a place in what is usually considered female terrain.

  Yes this is a quirky soap opera Spanglish novela, for a subculture of those that bought in to what a friend called:

"The Rockabilly Retirement Plan for Punks, Skins and Goths".

And what was surprising, the guys did get in to it as much as the gals. I mean, how can I write an open love letter to men, if I don't include what matters to and interests them?

  From the serious like Erectile Dysfunction or even the car not starting and being already late for work.

To the "Are you f*cking serious!?!" and the latter said in two manners.

One with enthusiastic glee like they scored, and the other in BOHICA despair.

Espeakin' of which....

This is a bedtime story dedicated most of all to Our Troops and 'Docs' green side or civilian; for I do know the power of a reality break, if not reading oneself asleep.

And this because I want to "Play It Forward" and yes I do mean play.

  The man I would spend countless silent moments, wondering about his happiness and safety; he was the life lesson I needed to get me out of a bad place; even as I felt helpless knowing which bad place he was headed back to.

This Army Coptor Doctor ridding one of Anansi's spiderweb threads, tied to the foot of a Dragonfly Dustoff back in Stan; reminded me why being able to control your focus, makes dealing with difficult things, easier to cope with.

The chaos will still be there, it's how you allow it to affect you, that makes a very important difference.

You either learn how to hold on and fight or you don't. That "don't" had been my concern for him.

There was a reason his story began to stand out to me.

"Yet for me that also came from the desert, compassion I also knew how to show...."

  Eyes like his and lack of smile, you don't forget.

He had the face of many that aren't returning all that well; but his face comforted me when it would look silly; but haunted when it was a stoic with unintended, resigned grace.

  So this allegory that aims to be a cult classic, does have its soul, as that odd daydream of mine, found a life of its own.

And it became a Shoretale Fable of Therapy in Motion and thinking up the answers that become the solutions.

It's all just rhyming for the reasons, that carry us through the seasons of change.

Suggestion: Look up Grandiose, Ostentatious, Pretentious, Narcissistic, Delusional, Self Absorbed Motor Mouth, but most of all Ironic Catharsis. Thank you.

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Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Lagrimas Y Sangre"

"I think I made his day."

*Rated R For Language and Adult Sexual Content*

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October 2012

The Lighthouse/My Apartment

Boyle Heights, Califas

11:22 am

  I know I was dreaming of something positive, but I forgot it when I realized I was now awake. My thoughts don't rush right away to Hot Stuff. I thank God and Heaven for giving me a new day I woke up for. I then think of my children, and I break down to where now I'm distracting with Mikey.

  We're supposed to hang out today, just six or so more hours to go before I got to be ready. I check my cellphone for his daily good morning greeting he's spoiled me with. I know I'd miss starting my day with his texts if it doesn't work out between us, but so far so good.

  I decide to take my shower early so I can braid my hair and air dry it. As I'm undressing I feel an urge to see what I look like with my top off. I go to the hallway mirror and I look at myself. I got a flash of Mikey behind me, c*pping my br*asts. I hold my own br*asts with firm gr*ps and m*ssage them, I close my eyes to pretend it's him m*ssaging me instead. This I already know where it's going to lead.

  Should I before or after I take my shower? And then there's in the shower too. The extended f*replay advice is working! A little too good right now though. I do my thing before, during and after my shower. This guy is going the smart way towards getting me wh*pped on him. I've felt him up, he seems good there. And he's a quick learner when I guided him through br*ast play.

  D*mn does that sound good right now. I mental picture it and try to keep occupied for the rest of the hours I got to go before he arrives.

  After I've done all I could think of to do to k*ll time, it's still on my mind. I lie down on my bed and close my eyes and think of Hot Stuff. I so don't want him to know that's one of his code names with my girl friends it gets r*unchy with too, especially after Susan and Annie start drinking, pushing I give them details, then they give me their personal insight on what to try next. Funny thing I'm giving Annie more ideas than she is giving me.

  I manage to enter a light dream state where I was feeling it in my body again, and then my cellphone rings. Please be you?

(Caller ID: Michael Duncan)

“Hey you. How was your nap?”

“I feel rested. Really feel like going for a long stroll with you on my arm, after we finish dinner and listen to the live band a little while and dance. I know it's cold outside, but I'm in the mood for brain freeze and sharing a banana split. How does that sound?”

“Quite lovely. Are you already in your truck driving over?”

“Yes. Looks like traffic will be light getting to your place.”

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“Mikey I feel bad for asking, but can you come upstairs a little while before we leave for the restaurant?”

“Is everything okay there Bullets?”

“Yes and no.”

“Why no?”

“I've had a br*ast play f*ntasy that wouldn't let up all day.”

“You're saying you want to br*ast play a little before we leave for dinner?”

“Do you mind?”

“M*ssaging and s*cking on your br*asts?”

“Yeah.”

“I don't mind but do you mind if I can see you str*ke me this time?”

“But then it won't be a surprise when it feels right to go *ll the way.”

“Aw Bullets you're k*lling me! How about with you bl*ndfolded then?”

“That I can do. So you seriously don't mind?”

“You wanting me to fl*ff your fun p*llows I wouldn't mind at all. I'm sorry I couldn't get to you sooner to help you out.”

“Well being that we're candid right now, tried three times to get it out of my system, but all day it was picturing you really relaxing me through my br*asts.”

“{THANK YOU GOD!!!!} I know you feel a lot of stress, if it helps you not feel as tense, all you have to do is ask. But I got to be honest. S*cking on your g*rls is going to t*rn me on something fierce. I want to be the gentleman you deserve getting you to feel good, but it's getting harder to str*ke you off my mind so I can focus.”

“I don't want to do it tonight, but you're getting me closer to wanting to soon when you could sleep over.”

“Fridays after my nap I'm all yours Bullets. We'll plan it so your anxiety doesn't flair up too much.”

“You have no idea how much what you just said got me more in to you.”

“What did I say?”

“You're anticipating I would have a bit of anxiety spike. You're actually being mindful of it and want genuinely for me to enjoy myself having s*x again.”

“I'm playing a lot by ear. Listening to what it was that got you to go c*libate, I know you need a sense of order to keep you at ease. I know you'll start over thinking and I'll have to guide your focus. Want to hear me admit something about you?”

“What is that?”

“I really feel masculine when I got to coax you out.”

“Like you're a real man soothing the nerves of a grown woman born again v*rgin?”

“I know you're a woman, but it's like watching you blossom in to it from needing to regress to a time you were a real v*rgin. You want a consideration not enough know how to communicate clearly. I want to show it because I've thought about it too.”

“What did you think?”

“I like I'm waiting for you to feel ready. There's no rush but it's still hot. I know guys that would give up after not getting to at least kiss on the first date. I'm like, no problem buddy you got inpatient, better for me being I am, and she's responsive! Man am I h*rd right now. Okay we're gonna need to hang up so I can focus on the road, but know I got your br*asts on my mind.”

“Well you pl*ying with them a good while is on my mind. I'll see you soon. Bye.”

“Bye.” (click)

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(Hot Stuff calling Dennis) “What up bro?”

“You will not believe the conversation I had with Gina a minutes ago!”

“Is that a good thing?”

“I got a w*t spot on my jeans good!”

“Man Mikey, your play by play reporting is gonna get the R*tards picturing her with them, doing what all you describe once they see her. But I still got a bet going you'll tough it out for when she's ready to g*ve it up, so what did you two talk about?”

“I'm only telling you this one, so don't repeat it!”

“You're gonna blab yourself out when you get drunk next time and she's brought up to settle the bets still going.”

“You're right. Anyway she asked if I didn't mind going upstairs to her place a while before we go out to dinner and a walk.”

“You think tonight's the night?”

“No, but she asked me to m*ssage and s*ck on her t*ts since that's been on her mind all day! She wants me and is getting more in to it with each time we f*ol around!”

“BULLSH*T!!!! She asked you if you would mind doing that to her for real?”

“Hmhmm.”

“Mikey you get to her apartment and give it all you got and show her you know what you're doing when you go m*tor boating! You gonna try to wh*p it out and t*tty f*ck her this time?”

“She still wants the surprise for our first time. She's gonna let me watch her give me an *ld fashion, but bl*ndfolded.”

“She's going to bl*ndfold you?'

“No, I'm bl*ndfolding her. Oh man did it feel good last time I couldn't watch. She twists her gr*p as she p*mps. I really don't care where she learned how to do that, as long as she's doing it to me.”

“You really think you can get her to fly her fr*ak flag after you f*replay enough? Seriously Mikey, how you've hung in there this long is impressive.”

“She just needs to trust I'm not about the h*okup chase. She needs to be relaxed and she's showing how I can do that each time we f*replay a little more. I'm more concerned about being a two p*mp chump when she's finally ready for me to p*sh myself in her.”

“I'm sure she expects it. It's very natural and you may c*m quick, but stay er*ct and you keep going. That's hoping for the best. Mikey don't get psyched out you won't last and can't get it up after you sh*ot. If she's asked you to go through all you did for her, I'm sure she'll figure out how to get you st*nding back up str*ight. If she does the fist tw*st while giving you an *ld fashion, I imagine she'll do it too when she goes d*wn on you.”

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“D*ck! Now I'm picturing her duck f*ce with those DSL's of hers.”

“You think she'll sw*llow or you r*b out on her ch*st?”

“I'd like to go for both. Anyway I'm almost at her place. So tell me if I will or if I will not, be one lucky motherf*cker in a little bit?”

“You gonna go straight for it as soon as you step in or will you small talk before she wh*ps them out?”

“And in front of the mirror so we can both see! I'm cool either way, but she likes us to brush and gargle before we f*ol around.”

“I bet you'll get to s*ck on at least one before you brush your teeth. Would she be the type to let you pl*y with them while she brushes and gargles?”

“I think once I l*tch on, I'll probably keep my face b*ried, only moving my hands to adjust myself and r*b her legs. I wonder what kind of top and br* she'll be wearing.”

“Mikey, no offense but now I'm picturing s*cking on your maybe future girlfriend's t*ts, and moving lower.”

“Don't get too comfortable j*rking off to her! But I don't blame you, she's hot stuff. I know you wouldn't try to c*ck block what I got going with her.”

“Nah, I like too much the change she's inspired in you to be a d*ck like that. Well do a little bit of t*tty s*cking for me. Oh and have fun with getting to see the *ld fashion this time, even if she'll be bl*ndfolded.”

“That's a t*rn on she doesn't want to see me uncovered until we go for it finally.”

“She wants that surprise for your first time?”

“That's what she said! At least she has an idea of how l*ng and th*ck I am. I guess I passed her size approval test if she still is considering me to p*p her born again ch*rry.”

“You said she wouldn't let you slip your hand down her p*nties?”

“No, but I have wondered how sn*g she'll be. Okay I REALLY got to go now! This stays between us Dennis!”

“You got it man, but you got to tell me how it starts.”

“Alright. Catch you at the pad.”

“Later.” (click)

  Mikey and Dennis hang up, but now they're both picturing doing what I asked of Mikey that doesn't mind being delayed with going out to eat. He sees the freeway exit and he's focusing his inner Jedi powers to find a good parking spot. Apparently the Force was with him, he parked his truck across the street where we can see it out my window.

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  He turns off the ignition and knowing how much closer he is to seeing me, his er*ction returned and his Eisenhower isn't long enough to cover him. He had to take it off to tie it around his waist, so the sleeves give him some covering. He also had to walk that way, and up the stoop steps, where he sees the apartment manager that greets her. He's in discomfort, but just a few more feet closer. He goes up the other two flights of stairs. One door after another until he reached mine.

(knock-knock)

  I look through the peep hole, it's him. I can't believe I asked him for a br*ast play break before we go out to dinner. Will he forget about dinner when he's got a m*uthful? I should let him in.

(doorknob unlocked then turned to open)

  I think I need to put away my shyness.

“Hey you. It's warm outside?”

“Oh it's chilly but I needed to cover up my h*rdon.”

“Do you still have it?”

“Yes and it's cold in the hallway.”

“I'm sorry, come in. Do you feel like untying the sleeves of your jacket since you don't have to hide it anymore.”

  He passes me, takes off his jacket and places it on my favorite arm chair. I close the door behind me.

“Did you want to start now or do you want us to brush and gargle first?”

  I open the bathroom door giving him my answer. I step in an get out both our toothbrushes, we were well behaved freshening our breaths. This is where I know he's waiting for me to tell him I want to start. I step out first and stand by my favorite armchair.

  He follows, still er*ct and I pull him towards me by his belt buckle. I turn my head up to look at him. He lowers his head to look at me. There's a moment of stillness with anticipation. He cups my face and tenderly kisses me on my lips. I raise my arms up to hold his shoulders. I then move my hands to press against his ch*st as he pulls me by my hips to be closer to him.

  I reach for his hands and move them up to hold my br*asts over my button down blouse. He begins to massage.

“Can you unbutton my blouse?”

“Yes ma'am.”

  He unbuttons my blouse and sees what color br* I'm wearing. It's magenta.

“Can you take my blouse off me please?”

“Yes ma'am.”

  He slips it off my shoulders and carefully pulls my arms out of the sleeves.

“Can you take my br* off for me too?”

“Yes ma'am.”

  He goes to unhook the back but can't feel the hook closure. He's moving his hands feeling for it but nothing.

“It's a front close.”

“Oh. So I just got to unhook the front like this?”

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  He figures it out. He spreads the front close br* cups off my br*asts and pauses to look at them. He gave me the chills when he figured out how to take my br* off, and he could see how that was making my n*pples contract and firm up. He c*ps my right br*ast with his left hand and with the pad of his thumb, he r*bs the t*p, slowly.

  He then turns to my left br*ast and with his right hand he does the same. Now he's c*ressing my n*pples with both his thumbs. He then firmly h*lds my right br*ast and lowers his head to wr*p his lips around what he could f*t in his mouth, while firmly m*ssaging my left br*ast, then he switched sides to s*ckle on.

  He's making me arch my back and hold on to him. He twists my torso so he doesn't break s*ction, but he could sit down in my favorite armchair and I take small steps to face him as he's still kissing and l*cking. I str*ddle him in the chair with my b*re br*asts in his face. He r*bbing his face all over my cl*avage.

“Is it okay if I have my back to you and you hold me from behind?”

“Yes ma'am.”

“Mikey the 'yes ma'am' bit is cute, but only really is a t*rn on if you're in a service uniform.”

“I'm wearing my old dogtags, but I am wearing my scally now which you said t*rns you on.”

“You're right, it does. Can we stand in front of the mirror so I can see you h*lding them?'

“If you like.”

  I get up and he follows to stand behind me. He slips off my opened br* and tosses it on my favorite armchair. I'm now fully t*pless and he sees me look at his hands in the reflection, then make eye contact with him, until my eyes close and I'm m*aning softly.

  After a while of this, he turns me around to s*ck on them again. He pulls me abruptly by the hand to take me to my bed to lay me down. Once I'm on my back, he gets on top to be at eye level with my br*asts.

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  It really feels like I am no longer neglected and can finally relax in a way that is a little different that having my shoulders rubbed, though that would be nice too. I would say it's like I can be physical without being rushed or it be all about the guy. That matters to keep it balanced out.

  The hours pass and he's still s*cking and m*ssaging my br*asts like a champ. If discipline wasn't what it is, he could do more but I'm not ready. I'm getting there but not yet but he does have me w*t, wanting him. The advice Maxim gave really is helping. If he knows to anticipate an anxiety spike, he's a good choice to enjoy being touched by in such an intimate way. Oh wow am I t*rned on.

  In case you are too, I kept my end of the deal to wear a bl*ndfold while Mikey sees me str*king him without a blanket covering. I h*ld him firmly and I'm feeling his v*ining and he's also thr*bbing. Both hands gr*pping and I m*ve them up and down. I'm listening to him breathe, m*aning softly himself. He's right he passed the size test, not that he needs to be "big" to do it for me.

  He bucks the faster I go. I slow down and he sinks in the bed. I wonder what it would be like in the future. He's breathing calmly again, time to speed up the tempo. I could hear him breathe fast again and he's bucking. I really go for the full arms work out and then the line that always sounds funny, "I'm going to c*m." so the faster I go until I feel a hot, gooey *oze dr*pping over my hand. I wipe the both of us up and leave to wash my hands.

  Dinner plans changed, we go to the taco stand instead on Breed and 4th. He gets four asada tacos while I get the squash flower quesadilla. We both get Tang to drink.

  No stroll after we listened to live music and danced a little, or a banana split to share for brain freeze. Our evening was gratifying my f*ntasy of him giving me br*ast play time that wasn't rushed or lead to s*x I'm not ready for. But after all the attention he gave me t*pless, I'm feeling he's getting me there. Thank you Hot Stuff!

  I'm so glad he didn't mind.

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Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Sangre y Lagrimas"