Director's Cut
Play This Video For Soundtrack to the text on this page, preferably in the dark by candle light, Oxymaroon that! Wait for the music to start and look out for video time ***2:24*** & song lyric ***"Pain"*** to begin reading at a calm pace to the beat of the song. Ignore the next video's instructions and follow them another time for a different effect with the music score. The Read-a-Loooong Ride ends at my name. So again, play this video to score reading the rest of the different text on this page. Yeah, I know it's a lot, that's why it's the "Director's Cut". Watch the video another time for clues to:
***Glean The Slate Clean***
That's so cool I get to have Slash on my page!!!
Proceed.
Stereo Instructions
Part 1
Play Music Video For The Set Up To Pauley's While You Read
First though,
Head's up!
Pauley's ain't PC and for damn sure not intended for the faint of heart; or for those too young to swear that would otherwise get the soap treatment if they did.
Please be at least 18 years old if you're going to read like and adult.
I am not anyone's keeper but I can say this story is at least an "R" rating for content that requires an involved parent to be there to read along. This is if they are comfortable allowing their child to read "R" rating stories and blogs.
This is so they can answer questions as their child reads things that are not meant for a sheltered child to read without their guardian to balance it out with clarity.
Even if the parent is oblivious their child is out partying, getting lit; getting high; having sex; is suicidal; there's just way too much candor with
The Food For Thought
I know how literature can affect a child's thoughts, and this allegory should not take the place of parenting. Or give the feeling of being taken under the wing of
The Big Kids
If this happens, Pauley's shouldn't be blamed for appealing as practical entertainment with therapy handling, to minors that didn't have Degrassi Jr. High on PBS, from back in the 1990's, to modernize
The
After School Special
of
TV Cinema Tales of Caution.
Free Public Access TV shows like those helped make the babysitter that invention became, do some parenting where it lacked.
Usually in a single parent home, or one with parents that have tuned out their kids and it can get lonely feeling disconnected.
Like, where are the adults that are suppose to be there and take interest in what gets discovered without getting mad?
It's a sad world for minors when punishment is the only time a parent takes interest in their child.
Consider that the content read here could be a learning lesson passed down second hand, but it could go either way with its good or bad on either hand.
Actually these tales are meant for the thirty-something crowd that got some preparing to do as they approach
OVER THE HILL
I am not responsible for the thoughts and actions of others.
Okies,
I'll put it to you this way:
Do you want to risk my censorship by not walking away now and coming back instead when I publish the PG13 edits to this story?
I'll make it worth it; promise. Now help cover my assets and be....
!!!ONLY 18 AND OVER!!!
If you are, proceed.
If not
a.k.a.
You're not old enough to remember ALL of the 1990's
Andale outta'here!
And go instead to:
Contact Meh & Newsletters Sign-Up
And sign-up for the newsletter with the reveal date for the PG13 edit that hopes can cover my freedom of speech's answering questions for my decedents.
I am recording my stories for them to listen or ignore what where the values I'd like to see passed down. My 'lot in life' was to parent from a distance and on delay. This is what I can give my kids and theirs.
For around the time of my kinfolk are 'Leavin' The Nest', for them I offer the dramatics of life as I knew it. With the lessons written/typed out in wacky parables; for them I don't hold back.
But for the children of others, I don't want to get accused of "Pied Pipering" because they like my writing.
No, serious.
Parents should be parents and monitor their kids instead of 'passing the buck' and blaming the authors, along with the directors, and artists overall; being responsible for what their children ponder, as they too are capable of understanding philosophy.
If the kids are left to be entertained by access to the internet, parents should own up or be realistic exposure happens in social settings anyways. One typical hang out is the library.
I'm not a predator, but others are.
I am just being up front I trust my kids with me, but think it over if you're gonna trust your kids, trusting the words I say. This is an allegory. Thinking is required to understand the punch lines.
When folks get to thinking, they get to acting. This could be good or bad and it's hard to tell which one is which, and also consider that status changes.
We learn from our parents, or lack of them. I'm not your parent, but as an entertainer....
Give Me Around
"November Rain"
Remember That Name Because You'll Need It For Your Pass Code
Freebie Answer:
"A Rock n' Roll Lullaby Sang To A Pair Of Blue Eyes, The Roses With Their Thorns All Haven't Chosen Sides. What Peculiar Way Of Answering is it not? For The Pack Wasn't Full But It Did Fall From The Sky As A Million Melodies Of Wise Times Gone By."
Anyhoo; So About Pauley's....
It's meant to be controversial, but benign for a reason; that being because life happens and we react, relate and navigate as we try to make sense of it all.
Have an open mind and a sense of humor, even if slightly twisted; you may enjoy the literary ride, though you may also get the sudden urge to want to wash your own eyes out with soap. I'm just sayin'
*cough*
Now Play Video From Dropkick Murphys
Rose Tattoo
Off Their 8th Studio Album
"Signed and Sealed in Blood"
For The Soundtrack & Wait For The Vocals To Begin Reading. At The End Of This Page The Meet Up Is:
"Who I Would Die For"
***Remember This Song And Video To Glean From Again***
1st Clue: At the very end there is a release date. Note it.
2nd Clue: Look for a B-Day theme connection in the archives for the
May 19, 2014 Grand Opening
3rd Clue: Why would their name be written in a rose tattoo?
Freebie Answer: Look for what was meant for him (2) "Glean This!" said the little fool.
Have you ever had a daydream so real that you couldn't help but get in to it?
I did.
One day I thought of a man that didn't exist to forget another that I wonder if he even did; and why his memory lingered for so long in my mind. I replayed 'scenes' from this daydream in the quiet moments when I was alone and I couldn't focus on doing much that was productive. It kept me company but also it made me wonder what, and whom, was out there that I have yet to discover. It became a matter of wishful 'what-if's' that challenged the dissatisfaction of what I have known.
In this daydream I got to experience something I haven't before; I actually fell in love with someone and I didn't fall on my ass while going through it. I named my dream guy "Mikey" that was short for "Michael Anthony Duncan", 37 years old divorced single dad and Average Joe. He's named after an Archangel Saint that understood more than what I gave him credit for. I imagined him as a good man that was also figuring out his place in the world.
I was happy in my make-believing where I wasn't mistreated and there was no question that I was appreciated. This stems from heartache experienced when I wasn't... Then it happened; my daydream turned dark. It changed and I was overcome with grief. I imagined Mikey getting killed, leaving me his widow that yes, I went little girl 'princess' and imagined a fairytale where I got married and was content; we even owned our own little business and had plans to build our dream home that never goes away.
I remember that day clearly.
I put on my driver cap, cuffed up jeans held up by my suspenders, wallet chain, MC jacket and scuffed up boots. I didn't look like a girl. There was a reason for that. I went to the local Shell gas station that has a 7Eleven now, and bought my usual pack of smokes and stuffed them in my jeans pocket. I walked to Tenno's off 1st street and Soto; to have a beer to toast a man that never lived. I then wandered around my new town of Boyle Heights and I continued past the point of Mikey dying. I imagined a friend of his, "Jacob" that also mourned him.
He kept me company while I took the long way home, as there was made-up conversation again, and before I knew it, the daydream continued in to a new chapter that spoke from the heart. Then as I imagined that, the daydream became an "Adult After School Special" that was centered around his pack of close friends that hung out at a slop chute called "The Iron Horseshoe Tavern" that was known also by a speak-easy name; "Pauley's Tavern and Pool Hall".
The regulars that are known as "Pauley's Retarded Children" because the majority of them don't act their age, (read carefully the definition of retarded and think about it) if growing up was mandatory; they represented what I seen was fact.
Many that have grown up, still had questions about what they are supposed to do, and where in life are they supposed to be. There would still be moments of confused reasoning because life wasn't making sense, or it was too much and overwhelming; and they acted out in frustration.
It felt like teen angst had been prolonged though with more privileges and misconduct that, more often than not, was tongue in cheek and photos would record it all. So the daydream continued and as I thought about it, I figured I could run with it, what did I have to lose?
This is the least to know and well if you like to read or just happen to have some goof off time, take a gander, it's good for the goose too!
"Are you up late at night, unable to sleep; with a beer or cup of coffee, does your restless mind beg to be appeased? Please see how it was kept trippy with what a healing heart has gleaned; It is just a story told in the hopes for another chance to get the slate clean...." ~ L.G. Flores
Read The Actual Pauley's Tavern and Pool Hall Tavern Introduction Here
If You Don't Mind The Spoilers You Could Click This Link And Get A Preview of Who Be This "Jacob" That Salvaged A Day Dream For A Distraction
If you are able to scan the screen, you may find the hidden links on this page and on others where it should be obvious, and in some spots, not so much. Also don't forget to look at the ending of the music video for the release date.
Oh and one last thing,