Pauley's Tavern and Pool Hall

Daydreams to cope with sometimes take on lives of their own....

al·le·go·ryˈ (aləˌgôrē) noun

plural noun: allegories

   "A story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one."

   “An Allegory is a form of extended metaphor in which objects, persons and actions in a narrative, are equated with meanings that lie outside the narrative itself.

The underlining meaning has moral, social, religious or political significance of abstract ideas as charity, greed and envy.

Thus an allegory is a story with two meanings, a literal meaning and a symbolic meaning.”

   Yes, I looked it the f*ck up and with that you know what is needed to be known to understand what the Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall book series is about.

  Oh I should add that the censor is pretty much off most of the time. PG this story is not. PG13 neither. R yes; but beyond that?

Shhh....

Now some background info on the place ”The R*tards" go to play.

(Pauley’s term of endearment for his patrons that don’t act their age, especially when sh*tfaced.

Think about what "r*tarded" means, then how it's used in every day language to be an insulting description.

Just like calling a child a "b*stard", some words should be questioned as too f*cked up to use like they're whatever.

"Wh***" is another one with an edge, and yes these words among others will be questioned, but you as readers decide the fate of these words as they apply to your personal vocabularies.)

   Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall is a sort of 'speak-easy' name for The Iron Horseshoe Tavern established back in 1974 by Paul "Pauley" Kelly.

It’s called this to keep what are now known as 'hipster' invaders away, and its whereabouts only known by word of mouth.

Is it elitist?

Perhaps.

Or it is about self preservation and preventing as long as possible, their haven from being taken over by those that do not honor tradition, nor would uphold Pauley's Code of Conduct.

  New folks are welcome, as long as they can respect the School House Rules and don't complain when Lucy gets unplugged; otherwise foos are getting their a*ses expelled!

   Over the years The Tavern has become a home away from home club house for old timers and mostly blue collar roughneck man children with its latest motley generation currently in their 30’s, give or take.

Some married with children or divorced with visitation on the weekends.

They have bills to pay, money to save, jobs to not f*ck up in order to do both.

Occasionally these a*sholes may brawl and Pauley’s shotgun Grace taken out to dance, with Jukebox Lucy playing the soundtrack; but overall the place is mellow on a weekday afternoon.

   The crowd that made The Tavern its watering hole is loyal and there is a sense of kinship between the boozer drunks.

Stories this tavern has no lack of thanks to the antics of the patrons, which also include my own.

   I wrote myself in as a character using my real name because all this stemmed from a daydream I had, to keep me company while I went for long walks with detours, in my new town of residence;

Boyle Heights, California.

   Though home for me will always be my beloved

East Los Angeles, Califas

   One day I thought of a man that didn’t exist to help me move on and let go of the past, by focusing on the existing hope of the present and lessons learned.

  Perhaps it was my way to prepare myself mentally for the future because I don't have much to my name other than my imagination.

 “Mikey, Jacob, Bobby, Joe, Paul, Davey, Alex, Dennis and Lou”

   Names of made up men that are a close knit pack of pals I will never forget.

They all represent an aspect of the men I have known, both in the good and bad; but they are human, even if fictional.

They are part of the details to the symposium full of zanies.

   This story experiment at times is a sort of open love letter to men that have shown their integrity even as they also try to get things right.

These men are strong but also weak.

Happy but still stressed.

Hopeful but discouraged at times with what they feel is out of their control.

It’s a mix we all endure, but with them; I feel how unequal men still are when it comes to expressing their feelings on it all.

How do I know?

I'm a daughter of one that expressed them regardless.

   The women in this saga also are shown going through their own life roller coasters and attaining their triumphs for they too are strong and capable.

It’s just with them, the way their stories are told is different.

How different?

The goal is to show we could use a little bit of understanding from the fellas.

With their stories, I hope to tell men that not all of us are their enemies or psychos, that more often than not, there was an issue with communicating and emotions go on edge.

We can be worthy of trusting and also respecting.

I hope to tell, we can have our bad days too, even if our hairstyles look nice; and we don't always know what the f*ck we're doing either.

We do know we could be wrong also.

No really.

Women are capable of knowing they can be wrong. Getting us to admit it, now that's something else.

*cough*

I want to show the men I was able to reach through to, women can be their friends as well, and shoulder part of the old burdens that say a man must bare these alone.

Even as women, we can relate and be more than arm candy hood ornaments, "Honey can you bring me a beer?".

  But this is to reassure the males that are willing to read, they'll have a place in what is usually considered female terrain.

  Yes this is a quirky soap opera Spanglish novela, for a subculture of those that bought in to what a friend called:

"The Rockabilly Retirement Plan for Punks, Skins and Goths".

And what was surprising, the guys did get in to it as much as the gals. I mean, how can I write an open love letter to men, if I don't include what matters to and interests them?

  From the serious like Erectile Dysfunction or even the car not starting and being already late for work.

To the "Are you f*cking serious!?!" and the latter said in two manners.

One with enthusiastic glee like they scored, and the other in BOHICA despair.

Espeakin' of which....

This is a bedtime story dedicated most of all to Our Troops and 'Docs' green side or civilian; for I do know the power of a reality break, if not reading oneself asleep.

And this because I want to "Play It Forward" and yes I do mean play.

  The man I would spend countless silent moments, wondering about his happiness and safety; he was the life lesson I needed to get me out of a bad place; even as I felt helpless knowing which bad place he was headed back to.

This Army Coptor Doctor ridding one of Anansi's spiderweb threads, tied to the foot of a Dragonfly Dustoff back in Stan; reminded me why being able to control your focus, makes dealing with difficult things, easier to cope with.

The chaos will still be there, it's how you allow it to affect you, that makes a very important difference.

You either learn how to hold on and fight or you don't. That "don't" had been my concern for him.

There was a reason his story began to stand out to me.

"Yet for me that also came from the desert, compassion I also knew how to show...."

  Eyes like his and lack of smile, you don't forget.

He had the face of many that aren't returning all that well; but his face comforted me when it would look silly; but haunted when it was a stoic with unintended, resigned grace.

  So this allegory that aims to be a cult classic, does have its soul, as that odd daydream of mine, found a life of its own.

And it became a Shoretale Fable of Therapy in Motion and thinking up the answers that become the solutions.

It's all just rhyming for the reasons, that carry us through the seasons of change.

Suggestion: Look up Grandiose, Ostentatious, Pretentious, Narcissistic, Delusional, Self Absorbed Motor Mouth, but most of all Ironic Catharsis. Thank you.

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Copyright ©2017 Rev. Mother L. G. Flores. All Rights Reserved.

Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Lagrimas Y Sangre"

I see blue lights....


June 1, 2016

Press Play To Listen To Fictional "Blue Lights" For The Soundtrack

{Holy sh*t.}

  "She's not.... There's no.... Did she really say that I could have gotten in on....? She can't do it. She, sh... can't do it. She can't. She can. *sigh*

   I was her catalyst to revolutionize her life and she's gonna court investors with a built in sales pitch. There's now a shopping complex and a board of trustees breaking ground? She's not alone. She bought in to the American Dream. THAT B*TCH!!!

  Why? Seriously why? This can't be good. Or can it? For who? A lot of friends not visible and friends she'll make. She wants to build her fortune as a self made entrepreneur. I hate her!

  She's just an annoying chick from the ghetto. She's only got a G.E.D. but she's aiming. Even through hardships she's aiming. I can't be glad for her. I rather she f*cking fall flat on her face! She can't beat the odds. She's gonna stay a psycho hood rat.

  She can't charm her way in to thriving the honest way. She can't be that honest and squeaky clean. She's got to have other sh*t going on showing she's not an Angel--yet. She wants to retire in the afterlife as an Angel helping out guys like me? I hate her!

  And yet I really can't considering she wants to help people and even animals. Is she running for Sainthood!?! And she does this single that doesn't have to share half. She wants to buy her own house and work up towards landlord. And now a f*cking movie! She knows movies including directors. That's what she's aiming for. Can I afford not to watch it? That's a most likely no.

  I don't want to see anymore of her aiming like Babe Ruth.

  Where is this 'speak easy' online? She's gonna advertise. Where? With who? Demographics are military, emergency medicine, punks and Kustom Kulture. And there's an online radio show, YouTube productions! AND A F*CKING BILINGUAL COOK BOOK!!!

  That means Spanish speakers globally and she just came back from Mexico. Beaners have big families down there. They turned her on to resources to do what? Writing. Writing....*gulp* I hate her! Who does she know down there? She said cousins. How many of them? And her kind spread up California!

  She's traveled on her own and flew. I thought she was too damaged to pull that off. She's rebounding. She's still Energizer Bunny AND DOING IT SOBER! What dreams do I have that beat hers? She's not stupid. She's resourceful.

  Why her God? She's not supposed to have a happy ending! She's a f*ck up! She can't get ahead! Why not? Because I hate her! She's nobody! She'll always be a nobody!

  She can't do it. I don't want her to! She should listen to that but I can't even tell her to stop because I said so. I may be the catalyst but no longer have any say to not express herself. Why didn't I tell her I wanted her to shut the f*ck up?! I had the chance. She said so. Why didn't I? I should have.

  If I did she wouldn't aim so high. She wouldn't even be able to. She can't! She won't! She will. What do I know about her?

  She has endurance because of all she endured.

  Maybe the next guy can crush her spirit and break her heart. Yeah! He'll break her heart. She'll fall apart. And then write about it.... It's like Carrie Underwood, that b*tch has a formula!

  And she started young as an intern for her anarchopunk scene!?! How f*cking punk rock is she!?! And she has a guitar. She called it 'P@TRIOTPUNX'. What the f*ck is that?! She's a communicator. She can't out CR@SS, CR@SS!!! Can she?

  Would it be a bad thing? She won't spread. There won't be any killer Algae that's like a weed that just keeps growing back. And yet I already know. She's aiming, has a lot of time on her hands and inspiration I was a muse to.

  I'm charging! I want restitution! I want my commission fee! God you can't let her win for herself! Please, she's got to lose and remain a punch line? Don't let her get ahead! She's not worth it! I didn't think she was. I laughed at her!

Press Play To Listen To Wolfsheim "The Sparrows And The Nightingales" For The Soundtrack

  That was supposed to crush her but she's not crushed! Why not!?! I wanted her to hurt! She caused me headaches and feeling sick at what she had to say to me. I'm still her weakness!

  Or am I?

  What if I'm not anymore? Oh sh*t! She's healing. The stupid b*tch is healing and wanted me to be part of it! Why me? Why not someone else? Why me!?! Why not me?

  We used to be friends. I can deny it! Like always deny it! We don't know each other. She doesn't know. I don't know her though I do. Will others trace her back to me?

What proof is there?

  I got get rid of it! I can't afford that. I can't.... I can't.... I can't. I can't. I can't. God destroy her before I do! How? She doesn't use my real name. She doesn't give out unit information. Oh wait. Yeah. *sigh*

   I think I'll have a drink. Her and stocks? Nah. She can't figure it out though she called it 'White Knight Strategy'. How the f*ck does she know that? She knew the difference between 'soft launch ' and what I put, 'soft release' and she caught it! Along with me intending to use 'a part' but used 'apart' instead.

  She's right, I did need to crawl before I ran. And I miss the whole holiday season when sales are at their peak. She knows that. She was a customer service rep that got recruited to work at Blockbuster Video by the store and district managers after she opened the door for them. How did she open that door!?!

  If that company didn't get pushed out by the monopoly of Netflix, where would she be now? Oh wait she said she worked a warehouse job before becoming disabled from a nervous breakdown. Costco Wholesale was it? And she mentioned unions. She has experience with unions!

  If she was anarchopunk and claims she used her time being an intern, as a resume builder; what the f*ck did she learn I didn't when I was punk rock!?! She mentioned convention. And a riot cop. She's got first hand account stories. A whole f*cking lot of them and her writing about subculture attracts that culture!

  It's got cult classic potential if she uses that underground and also above ground. Why do I not like her and can still feel some respect for what she aims to accomplish before she transfers in to f*cking Angelhood!?! GOD!?! Not her please?

  She can't go to Heaven and become a real Angel! One that crosses over forgiven suicides that I could have easily become one. She was trying to watch out for me and my kid. It got out of hand but I encouraged her anyway. Why did I do that?

  She's not that uncool. Talks to herself, but I read somewhere geniuses do that. She's no where near genius. She's a psycho! That's all she's capable of! She can't be Miss Congeality! She can't charm her audience in to listening to what isn't that bad. Oh sh*t....

  Okay why sh*t it? She told me where to delete my attitude and repost within context, not out. What else? I deleted everything. Only thing is that thread where a lot of people read her rolling with it. But the social networks have shut down or became ghost towns.

  What will make her 'speak easy' online popular and find investors in? IS SHE GONNA SELL PENNY STOCK OR SOMETHING!?! And yet she could figure it out because some 'A-Man' is helping. What does he know I don't?

  White Knight Strategy self-defense. He's breaking it down to her. She's researching it.... What monster did I create that night she flipped out on me? I should have.... I didn't.... Why me? It's the story of my life!

  She's developed in to the 6th book of 7!?! She's releasing together? She said after the 7 books she'll start auctioning off and liquidating. How much is she liquidating? What else is she liquidating? Patents!?! SHE'S GOT PATENTS!?!

  And she prays a lot on top of it! She's got Saints as financial advisors blessing her! NOT FAIR!!! Why didn't I think of that?

  I'm not that Catholic.

  She's more than I am and she's been abused. She got intervention. She claims she can communicate with them and somehow got reception in Purgatory? Riiiight....

  And yet I can see it possible with her for having a bleeding heart cause. It was an Army Medic PTSD suicide. She was looking for him for a status report. She claims he qualified for some 'Suicide Forgiveness Program' of mercy shown. He just needed to forgive his life and death before getting in to Heaven. She's intending to bust out guys like I could have been!?!

  She does it in honor of who she remembers that was or wasn't me? I shouldn't have reached out to her when sh*t spiked. Now it's philosophy!?! Oh sh*t! Maybe she won't get far in her 'step-by-step' plan. And yet she has....

  How long has she been at her recovery post clusterf*ck I was part of? It's been a while. Why? God please stop her? I don't want her to succeed! Not because I inspired her in memory!

  We didn't even know each other that well, but she proved it. She cared more about me not going under or forgetting I can have something to say in opinion. I don't want to appreciate that!

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    I don't want to care and yet I should to cover my a**. What would she say about me? She said I have nothing to fear. Can I trust that or go yellow belly? I have a feeling this is far from over.

  God please cover my a**? I can't afford this. Order her to stop and let go! Please stop her?! But you're helping her! She struggles but you're helping her! Help me then! Stop helping her and help me instead!!! Please?

  Walk it off. No one I know, knows. No one knows. And no one will ever know. Drop in the ocean but it was proven how small the Kustom Kulture world is online. That network would only boom if she corners genre specific online dating service.

  But it's a 'speak easy'. That means a controlled environment with regular maintenance. That means customer service because she said membership starts with only $1 trial to prove age and name. And then the rest of the year it goes for $11. Following year $12 and so on. THAT'S A DOLLAR A MONTH!!! No wait, she said the dating service is an upgrade of a total of $21 a year. *sigh*

  For active customer service with her attention to detail and stamina, it's gonna be shiny new and again corners that market because it's affordable! Would I buy stock myself? Buy early. It's been said, buy early.

  She's not f*cking around. She's got a knack for it for being a drop out hood rat from the East LA ghetto. How can that not win? She's a 'Little Engine That Could' feel good story fluff piece. Actually no. Not fluff at all. It's not wise for anyone to underestimate her ambition.

  Do I run and hide like a yellow belly, or do I face this head on? Can I bring myself to break the ice and come to an understanding of what it is I want her to stop? I can't ask her to stop dreaming big full of hope to make it back above the poverty line. That would make me an ever bigger d*ck than what I was with her.

  Hopefully her battery drains and she passes like a nightmare I do wake up from. God, don't let this bite me in the a** because....? Just cover me and make me wake up from this bad dream she's staring in?"

Let's examine this for a moment.

  It's just flowing with things. It's not real thoughts spoken out loud like the Priest Saint is praying. A freak out is only likely if there is anything to hide. It gets hidden then no need to stress.

  Like a pillar of salt, it's best to keep moving forward and not turn around.

  I understand that, but in a hypothetical scenario of what to consider, I made it easier to thought process. It's being artistic about covering someone. They should know by now I give memos. Not directly anymore, but this was a memo.

Babe Ruth Aiming....

I really am not a baseball fan but even I know his showmanship as more performer than athlete. And there was a made for TV movie that dramatized it.

Getting back to the 'speak easy', it's out of sight out of mind. But doesn't mean there isn't activity unseen to the public. It's a controlled hard launch that has phases.

But yeah, built in sales pitch with all 7 books released at the same time. The stir! The excitement of new with loads and loads of entertainment that is portable like online Amazon sales for e-book format! But carbon copy is best.

And I wanted to keep it secret but what the heck! This beaner can spill the beans she cooked herself!

An Indie cult classic nomination.

  Yes you read it right!

  The outline needs story boards but conceptualized it has been. It won't go in to production for a while, but I'm planning on building the budget with investors backing, a fund drive in memberships and merchandise.

  What I learned about pageantry, it comes in handy to be descended from Seamstresses and Tailors among other merchants that includes a Frenchman Sailor crossing the ocean back and forth on business trips.

  I just need to learn how to draft patterns for my designs that include functional pieces for home, etc. So yeah, built in gift shoppe over at the flagship that is hidden for now. Quality stitching, classic style for the whole family including the biggie, baby!

  I'm thinking of Pillbutt's and Skirt Cover's reactions if they've followed along this far.

  They put me through so much, I survived it. I had to. Now it's telling them where to kiss me as the same picture becomes a print I autograph. Other classics too that may not be me now, but there's new ones to add to the collector's set.

  There's a collector's set. I'm single and hence still available. I know what to do with that. Run with it!

  But in the grand scheme of things, it's not like I didn't give memos like the tour guide bit. What that is, I'll make that public release when ready.

  So much to aim for and be motivated about! I can dig this.

  Now ending the examination, here's the point:

I come from East L.A.

  Never underestimate what knowing hunger can do to someone with resolve. It's a slow rise, but it is rising. What I need to learn, I am. What keeps me level has be found.

  Ambition is there even through the sadness and frustration. The anger gets subdued, along with an unrequited longing that may run its course like a raging river; or a River Goddess can help as part match maker, besides financial advisor and boxing coach.

  Disability, babydaddies, and nursing a lonesome heart or not, mama wolf is getting ahead for her cubs and pack. What is love has many definitions, but forgiveness and optimism can release the angst of the past not left in the past, though from there, there's much to learn from.

  It will make sense when it has to.

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Copyright ©2018 By Rev. Mother L.G. Flores. All Rights Reserved.

Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Sangre y Lagrimas"